chin0kyd

God DAMN IT! I fucked up again. I don’t know what he’s going to do, but I know that Jose might get sick of me falling asleep while still online. I have other things to be worried about though. Last night, when I fell asleep, I was still online. I had kept an IM between me and Annie open. My mom signed me off and closed AOL and I’m scared she might have read it, or worse—my IM with Jose! Either one is…BAD. One is with Jose, my boyfriend, the other, with Annie, telling her that I’m gay. If my mom read either of those, I definitely going to hear it. Oh well, this is me. She can’t change it. I’m her only kid, but she’ll have to accept me.